Wednesday, May 03, 2006

a week of quiet


Yesterday Melody left me. We didn't fight. There were not harsh words. She just, hugged me and left.

She didn't come back today.

I don't know what i'm going to do. I'm distraught without her. The apartment is quiet, almost eery. I walked into her room this morning. Her bed was made neatly....i made it that way after she left. i miss her.
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She sent me a message today.

She says she's surrounded by men. I suppose this means she doesn't need me anymore. (sigh)
what could i offer that men in suits don't have?...nothing

Today, i'll go back to the apartment. I'll smell the carpet cleaner in the hall. I'll watch a movie. I'll sigh deeply....Then i'll invite my boyfriend over;)

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